Think-A-Lot On A Rainy Day

Ever since young, I have never considered myself a person who is blessed with close friends or kindred spirits. It just never happened. I used to fret over it and even cry over it, but now I just manage it. I know I do not think or act quite like others and I never will. I am envious of course when I see others getting all the support, encouragement and help from their peers. However, I know that it is important for me to be self reliant because ultimately no one can lead my life for me. In any case, I seldom ask that from my peers.