Grief

Recently, I read about a 3-year-old girl who died after eating some hawker food in Indonesia. She died in her mother's arm while they were rushing to the hospital in a boat. Sophie is 2.5 years old. I cannot imagine losing her. Everytime I think about it, my heart would hurt with emptiness and despair. I probably would be overcome by grief if anything bad ever happen to her. Then I heard about my friend's miscarriage and I thought about my own pregnancy. It has been tough to care for Sophie at the same time. And this pregnancy has not been easy either. I doubt I could handle it well if anything should happento Alfee either. It must be really a struggle for any mother to cope with their loss and grief.