What has happened to me? I thought I have buried my past and moved on. I believed I have changed and I no longer crave for the earthly desires. I can't be wrong. I mustn't. But if I am right, why do I look back and see nothing but a blank piece of paper? It has been blank since 2005. I was suppose to have rewritten my life story, yet I can't find any traces of my life. It's like I have disappeared. Me, Loh Li Nah, has vanished. What has happened to me?
